My empty, broken heart

My empty, broken heart is left in the pouring rain to soak up my tears. I lay all night all by myself dying with tears running down my wet face, ’cause the person I loved ripped out my heart waiting for me to die. Dying, bleeding with no one to love because no one acts as if they care for me. Each time I try to talk to someone, they always act as if I don’t exist. Hesitating to talk to the person I loved at one point kills me more and more each day. © Teresa Forbes

Can’t let go of you, don’t want to

Today doesn’t seem real, That might be because today I can’t feel. I can’t feel the sun, moon, or stars, I miss the love that used to be ours. I wish you were here, ‘Cause now in my mind your face is no longer clear, The memories of you are almost lost. My love and trust I have already tossed, So when you leave, Please promise me this time you will just let me be. Let me be me and only me. You always come back to haunt me, follow me everywhere, But this time, my life no longer will I share. Forgetting you is something I will never be ...

Shattered soul

Heartbeat falls upon deaf ears, Slowly take away all my fears. Coldness closes in all around As your shattered soul falls to the ground. Teardrops fall from the skies, Raindrops form in your eyes. The hurting goes so deep. Starlit sky burns out as you weep Tears of fury, cries of hate, As you curse your destined fate. Your wall breaks down, exposes the world outside And reminds you of every time you tried To be perfect for the one you love, To be like an angel sent from above. Reminding you of all you couldn’t be, You chose this lie, wove this fantasy. You wanted happiness for a while, ...

Hole in my heart

There is a hole in my heart, what can I do? Please someone help me, I’m in pain too. I’m hurting so bad, can’t shake this pain. I have this hole in my heart, my love was in vain. Countless nights I spent in tears. Sleepless nights, can’t get rid of my fears. I’m afraid I can’t love with this hole in my heart. I’m afraid I can’t love; it’s tearing me apart. I’m afraid I’ll never, never feel love so pure. This hole in my heart, will it ever be cured? Please, someone, help me to heal this pain. I have this hole in my heart, so hard to ...

You used me

You used me. I thought you were the key, But the truth is that you used me, So now I will never be free. I thought you loved me, But I was totally wrong, I thought you were my forever, I thought you were my song. Now I lay here in a crumpled mess, Now feeling totally -less. You used me, And used is all I'll ever be. © Ellia Keil

Mad girl’s love song

“I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.) The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, And arbitrary blackness gallops in: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane. (I think I made you up inside my head.) God topples from the sky, hell’s fires fade: Exit seraphim and Satan’s men: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I fancied you’d return the way you said, But I ...

Gone Forever

I miss the times when you were here, Telling me to have no fear. To hold my head up high and strong, Add happy notes to my sad song. I miss the way you look at me As if I were too blind to see. The path I’m on might hurt and scathe, But all goes well if you just have faith. I miss the sound of your sweet voice, Through bitter times a saving noise That told me what was right and wrong But rang in my ears for far too long. A caring person, you were such Who helped and hurt me, oh so much. You’d guide and ...

All good things come to an end

All good things come to an end, Even the gifts that God sends, Like her, the angel He sent from above who was the one person I truly loved. She changed everything and made my life worthwhile. She was the only one who could make me smile. She really doesn’t understand how much she means. I’ll never be as happy as I’ve been. She was my heart and my soul, She filled me with joy and made me whole. She was my world, my greatest treasure. I loved her so much that it couldn’t be measured. I remember every kiss and touch. All our memories I miss so much. I ...

Where do I go?

Where do I go When I’m feeling so lost and I don’t want to be found? When I’m looking and listening for that peace in my heart. But I know I’ll never hear that sound. Where do I go? Where do I go when I’m trying to laugh but all I can do I cry? I’m trying to keep on living because I’m not ready to die. Where do I go because the sun never seems to shine? Can you give me my life back’ it’s not yours, it’s mine? How do I keep going, how do I fight this fight? I’m tired of feeling beat down, but I’m trying ...

What’s next?

I lie awake tonight, Wishing of things I can change. I try to convince myself, But it’s all so strange. Is it me, Or is it you? Do I try, Or are we through? So long we’ve shared Just to walk away. But so much hurt To want to stay. Why do we do this, Try to hurt the other more, Only to watch one Walk right out the door? I love you so much, Yet I push you to the point of breaking, But why do you play with my heart And never stop taking? Is this the end Or a new beginning? Only one can guide me When ...

I don’t sleep because of you

I don’t go to sleep at night because you haunt my dreams, and waking up to find you’re not here is harder than it seems. See, I’d rather stay awake at night because one thing I know is true, that without my dreams of us, I’ll never be with you. So I don’t close my eyes at night, and I don’t go to sleep, because if I do, I’d have to admit defeat. So why don’t you try living where you can’t face your dreams, where every minute gets harder? well, that’s the way it feels, and it’s not that I can’t sleep, because that I can do, but if ...

We lost each other

I could ask you to stay, But there’s really nothing left to say. This breakup has been emotional and long, But I know I’m strong. I guess we naturally grew apart, But it still hurts in my heart. We went days without speaking or sending a text, And I could only wonder what was next. There were times we couldn’t look each other in the eye. How did we get this far, and why did something so special have to die? As I write this, memories flood me. They remind of all we used to be. Even when things were bad, I never thought this relationship would end. Our broken ...
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